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wow [Monday 09 10th,07|09:56P] Its been over a year since Ive wrote anything in here and I dont even think anyone remembers me ;/ Last year about this time I wrote about how great my grams health was and now she is no longer with us..Crazy how things change at the drop of a dime. There is never enough time for anything..if Ive learned anything its that you should never wait till tomorrow..live for today and make sure you say what you mean and just live free and never stop loving or caring because it may be too late when you finally realize things you should have known all along. 1 people held closer than before Be Closer Than Before

EVERYONE [Thursday 08 10th,06|11:38P] Everyone check me out on lostcherry.com SIGN UP and hang out...youll love it Ashababy @ LostCherry 3 people held closer than before Be Closer Than Before

woohoo [Sunday 07 23rd,06|01:23P] Just a quick update =] Last night was a BALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL OH EM GEE baby lol I love my friends so much =] Went down to the beach early in the morning,layed out a while. I went to my aunts house for a family thing and had so many old people,whom by the way I didnt even recognize,comming up to me and doin the ol "OMG HOW ARE YOU?" "Whats goin on in your life" and all the questions,its funny though. Then I went wit shell to Bri's house. It was a party for Manda and Jules..its was coo =] TODAY WHAT SHALL WE DO? dont forget to join pixiegrafix 3 people held closer than before Be Closer Than Before

YAYYYYYYY [Friday 07 21st,06|04:30P] EVERYONE JOIN pixiegrafix im a maker there and we need more members!!!!!!! Get all your friends involved! spread the word!!!! WOOHOO blinkies and graphics galore!!!!!!!! Be Closer Than Before

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growing up is a hard job [Wednesday 07 12th,06|04:56P] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Nickelback - Far Away ] Ive felt recently like Im moving in a very backward direction... Its a constant battle with my logical thoughts and my emotions. My mind tells me one thing but my heart always has an arguement. I know what I feel for him is real and strong and beautiful. My mind keeps telling me its wrong and I shouldnt let my heart hinder my logic. I know in my mind its bad for me to go back,if I go back Im letting him think that its okay for him to break my heart again. I cant help but feel in my heart all this love for him. I start to feel like Im ok and that I dont need him,and then he comes around and I fall back down to nothing again. I dont know what it is about him that has this hold on me. Its this crazy control and he makes me do things I just never do. He makes me weak. Im not weak. Ive always been strong. Ive held others together in the worst of times..but I cant tell this one guy NO. I dont understand whats come over me,since when has my heart overtaken my mind. Im lost,Im sinking...I need someone else to rescue me for once but I feel so alone. I dont know what to do..Im affraid Ive fallen to far...im lost forver..in his eyes. 9 people held closer than before Be Closer Than Before

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